Rough Stuff

Posted by Violet on Sep.02, 2010

I haven’t blogged in a while. I’m going through some pretty serious stuff. Don’t know what else to say. I’ve learned by now that sharing personal details of my life isn’t smart. Besides, people complain when my entries are depressing.

I’m on the verge of disappearing. The people who hate me might just get what they’re after. It seems like I have a lot of support whenever something goes wrong, but for the most part everyone stands by helpless. Including me. I’m lost, and damaged.

My ass is still perky at least.

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http://www.philknowsbest.com/ PhilDogg
Love you Violet hang in there baby
http://twitter.com/just2pale just2pale
You can have my rock if that will make you feel better, but you best not lose that shit. It’s my fave!
http://twitter.com/Tommigirlll Tommi
Hang in there Violet! There are ppl out there that do care keep ur head up!
Anonymous
I,m sure life will get better your young and have a lot left to live. Every one goes thought low points just makes the high points that much better. Your picture looks nice. I like the soft focus did you use your new camera?
ZoeMadison
I Have those shoes too! Cheer up buttercup! We Love you! <3
Devydev101
dont give it thats just the wrong way to go. seriously people that are dying wont give up and they have no chance at all. but you do. so dont give up on what you want out of life. nothing you get out life is perfect so you have to go along with it to make it perfect for yourself, to survive through the hard times. just dont give up be strong and things will workout right for you. may not happen tomorrow, but somewhere out of nowhere it will happen. you’ll be happy you stuck with it and didnt give up.
Dante_Morello
I know that helpless feeling myself, I also know that words can seem to be worthless when the shit really hits the fan. To some fans including me and I don’t mean this in a creepy way but you’re more than just webcam girl/pinup model. To me you represent what is good and beautiful in a world that seems like hell. When I discovered you last year I was a broken man. My girlfriend had passed away from a lifelong fight with cystic fibrosis. I was unemployed and contemplating suicide. Seeing your pictures and following your blogs have inspired to keep going, to get up and face my demons, I have stopped thinking about death and started to see the good underneath all the bullshit. I probably will never meet you nor see you in person but I want you to know that you’ve provided me with a type of suppot that no psychologist or therapist could ever match. You are a muse to me, an inspiration, and your beautiful work is one of the things for which I have the most passion. Stay strong and know that I promise to repay your unintentional and unknowing morale support greatly eventually.
Kirstie
dont let those assholes win. they want to see a beautiful and successful lady fall… stay strong, you have more supporters then you know, even if they are female and cant afford a membership! (lol yours truly)
http://twitter.com/AntoniaOnHerCam Antonia Montana
Tentommyten
Even a perky ass can have a bad day or two
http://twitter.com/NavisionGuy Markus N.
Please don’t let the bad phases of life and annoying persons destroy your happiness and wonderful soul. There are always people that believe themselves better than all others. Those are the biggest a..holes for sure. And you won’t give in to them, would you?
http://twitter.com/Devydev101 Devin McDermott
stay strong, theres a long road ahead of you. you have natural born beauty, no one can take that away from you
Frankie
You can’t let those people win. No way. You’re much too wonderful.
Master806
You must be strong Violet! You’re young and have to learn that there are more hazters than supporters in your life! Don’t be afraid! If you believe in what are you doing, continue on doing it!!! Kiss!
Anonymous
Violet, I am so sorry for not being here sooner. Everyone has bad days. Don’t you ever feel lost because you have so many people who care. Stay positive and surround yourself with friends who like you. If I could, I would take you shopping and you could buy something that you need. Then off we go to your favorite restuarant for some fine dining. To cap off the evening, I would make you go out with your girlfriends to enjoy their company for some laughs and drinks. That should cheer you up.