I’m leaving for Chicago in a couple of hours, and I’m surprisingly relaxed.  I feel confident that I have everything I need for once, and I was really organized when I packed.  It helps that I don’t have to fly this time.  Phew!  I always end up paying extra for heavy baggage which totally pisses me off.  My shoes and make up case alone weigh a ton, and I take a lot of that stuff on photo shoots. 

I just recovered from some sort of illness last week.  I’m not sure what was going on, but my cheeks were swollen and I had two black eyes.  I looked as if someone beat me in the face.  I had a really bad sinus infection, and I’m thinking I could of possibly had an allergic reaction to medication or something.  Diphenhydramine and acetaminophen took the swelling down, so it’s the only valid explanation I can come up with.  Then again I’m no expert.  It was pretty scary, and I felt extremely weak and nauseous as well.  I probably should’ve gone in to urgent care, but I have no medical insurance and I’m too cheap!  Let’s all hope that this health reform does some good.  I already owe thousands in medical bills.  I’m sick of the greedy corrupt US health care and pharmaceutical industry.  >_<

Luckily I don’t look too shabby considering my state several days ago.  I only have a bit of darkness left under my eyes, but it just looks as though I haven’t slept in a while.  Nothing that make up can’t touch up until it fades.  I’m still kind of nervous that it will show up in photos and videos.  I’ve been looking forward to this shoot for a couple of months now, and I want everything to be perfect.

You might not hear from me a lot this week, because of Passover and Easter.  I have a couple of dinners to attend with family and friends, yum yum! I’ll be on the road for about 10 hours total as well, to and Chicago and back home again.  I’m going to try to keep you updated on Twitter as much as possible, and you can always contact me there. ^_^  Have some free boobs in the mean time.

See the full set on Viorotica.com!

So I decided to go with some highlights for Spring.  I was a bit worried blonde in my black hair would look kind of outdated, but I like it.  I’m tempted to cut bangs again. I can’t decide!  I also love the dress I’m wearing in these pics.  You can see the whole thing in my last member chat archive.  I’m definitely saving that outfit for a shoot.  Lately I’ve been really into skanky little mini dresses.   It’s fun to have an excuse to wear something I’d never normally wear out in public.

I’m in pretty good shape lately as well, thanks to my diet.  Hopefully I won’t fall off the wagon any time soon.  I’m really craving a big meaty sandwich, but I probably couldn’t fit more than a few bites in my tummy anyhow.  Whenever I really stick to healthy eating habits, I start to think of food differently.  It’s kind of sad, because food has been a big part of enjoying life for me and my family ever since I can remember.  My Mom has been eating super healthy too though, so we’re a team.  Turning down my Grandma’s  chocolate angel food cake isn’t easy!

It’s time for me to make more fan signs. I’m all set with my work wardrobe for a while, thanks to a few very sweet and special guys. ^_^ It’s always nice to have new things to wear for chats and shoots and such. Some of the stripper gear, lingerie, and heels can get super duper costly.  If I bought it all myself I’d probably be in crazy debt.  So I’m really thankful that some fans like to help out, and dress me up.  <3  Lately I’m in need of new cosmetics.  If you want to spoil me, you can check out my wishlist.  Or you can get me an eGift certificate from Sephora, and have it sent to violeterotica@gmail.com

I’m scheduled to shoot on the 23rd! I can’t wait for you guys to see all of the new stuff I have planned. Hooray!

This is totally stupid, but it still made me giggle. *^_^*

I’ve mentioned this before, weekends mean nothing to me.  I usually try to get my hiney on cam Fridays-Sundays, so no party time for me.   To be honest, I could care less. Leave me be with my glass of wine and pharmaceuticals.  I am a pill popping psychotic bitch after all. (inside joke).  After I finish this blog along with my dinner, I’ll be getting myself all sexed up and prettified to rock your monitors, hey hey hey! <3

I have this obsessive habit, I’m not sure what you’d call it. Basically I get a subject stuck in my head, Google it, leading to following interlinked articles until before I know it three hours pass. I never have a specific reason for the topic, but the typical choice is an animal or family of species, psychology, a specific person (usually deceased), food, or sometimes tiny countries that I forget exist.  I can’t say any of those topics are greatly valuable to my every day life.

Anyway I went through a serial killer phase a while back,  and  realized that some of the most notorious murderers are really the least interesting.  In the end I found that Albert Fish is by far the most vile and deranged of those who have a well known known history.  And I rarely hear people speak of his name.  He was also known as The Gray Man,  The Werewolf of Wisteria, and The Boogeyman.  A cannibal, child molester, former male prostitute, sadomasochist,  and coprophiliac, (among other twisted interests) who enjoyed torturing and eating children specifically.  He said that castrating young boys was part of his god given mission.  He killed 15 children, and mutilated hundreds of others.

I was reminded of this man today, when I read an article about Rodney Alcala who has been compared to Ted Bundy.  Apparently his personal photograph collection been discovered, and detectives are are trying to identify the women, girls, boys, and toddlers depicted in the hundreds of pictures seized from a storage locker that was rented out by Alcala.  Upon reading all of this and viewing the pictures, I learned that the convicted serial killer was once featured on The Dating Game.  Not only that, but it’s believe that he was wearing one of his 12 year old victims earrings during the taping!  Seriously disturbing.  Of course I had to look for a video of this 1978 episode, and I realized right away why some compare him to Ted Bundy.  He looks completely normal, charming, above average looks wise even. So much so that he ended up the winning bachelor on the show.  I wonder how the featured bachelorette, Cheryl Bradshaw is doing these days. (*_*)

Hmmm. . . yeah.  So that’s how I wasted my afternoon.  I think it’s time to move on to something productive now, before my energy is fully drained and I’ve accomplished nothing.

Last Tuesday was my first member chat at Viorotica.com. Below are a few screen caps. I ripped my latex skirt, used my butt crack as a purse, met some new fans, and had a great time.   Today was my first day chat as well, and I was really happy to see a lot of people from my old site.  Glad you guys found me.  *^_^*  The first 1 hour archive is up in my members area now, so join and check it out.

I finally got my tattoo retouched yesterday.  Something I’ve been meaning to do for months.  Part of it is a cover up, and my skin doesn’t always hold ink very well.  So I might need another touch up later.  Not sure yet, but it looks way better and I feel better! Also my sleeve is in the works design wise. I’ll probably start that in a couple of weeks. I’m hoping to have it finished by my Birthday, April 25th.

My next member chat is March 16th at 6pm PST/9 pm EST. Hope you’ll be joining me.

I made this video to clarify a few things.  Most importantly viorotica.com is my official site, the only solo site I’m a part of, and the only site that will be updating with new content of me!  My site features live cam shows, and you won’t find me live on any other “solo” site.

Also, I have quite a few fakers popping up everywhere.  As you can imagine, it’s a bit disturbing when complete strangers claim to have spoken to me on Myspace when in reality they’ve been conversing with an imposter. O_o

So here I am letting you know where to find the REAL me.  Don’t mind me fumbling over words or rambling like a moron.  I’m quite shy in the real world, and it shows sometimes when I try to talk into my web cam.