I’ve explained my tech problems related to member chats here before.  It’s kind of complicated and annoying to get into, but I feel so terrible that my shows haven’t been as regular as I’d like them to be.

So my web cam sound won’t work in my chat room or on OHC, (they use the same chat software) but it works perfectly fine on the other site I cam for.  I tried to use my old web cam, but the old drivers for that cam won’t run on my new laptop. Wow Windows 7, you really are just like OS X!! Nothing fucking runs on you.

Anyway, out of desperation I borrowed my friends laptop to do my free chat on OHC, and after testing I realized the sound would work through the laptops mic.  Unfortunately it won’t on my own computer, so I continuously borrowed my friends laptop for member chats.  The video feed crops in really weird and it’s awkward,  but I figure it’s better than not doing my member chats at all.

Eventually the OHC/viorotica chat software is supposed to be updated to work with my cam, but it’s taking a long time. >_<  Meanwhile I can't use my friends laptop tonight, so I don't have a way to do a functional show.  I realize these things take a lot of work, so I'm trying not to be negative.  I feel like this makes me look bad more than anyone.  Especially since I can hop on MFC anytime, and my cam works fine there.  People probably think I’m just skipping out on my chats.  I’m so stressed out about all these tech issues.   I’ve tried everything possible on my end.  It’s not up to me anymore.  I can’t keep taking my friends computer  just to do a one hour show. I love my site and OHC. I know once everything is updated it’ll be amazing. I’ve caught sneak peeks of all the stuff they’re working on, and it’s way beyond any cam site I’ve ever worked for. I’m getting impatient though. I feel like this is hurting me, and I wish everything was fixed now. I guess since I’m the only model with the issues, (and the only model with the brand new amazing HD cam) there’s no rush. I feel so sad and stupid.

I don’t know what to say or do to make things better.  You can catch me live on MFC.  If you’re lucky, someone will generously tip and you’ll catch a live strip tease on my brand new web cam. Or you can tip me, (cheer me up?) or join group or private show.

I’m really happy to be going away this weekend. I’m so tired of everyday life and work right now. I’m going to Illinois to attend a family gathering. I might be a bit quiet until I get home on Sunday.

Cheer me up with gifts
Save my life

Boys boys boys. While I appreciate all of your compliments, some of you really need to learn a thing or two before you open your mouths. I mean this in the kindest way possible. If you’re going to compliment me on something other than my T&A, take your eyes off of my T&A for a second and think!

These are not butterflies dude. I know my butt cheeks are distracting, but c’mon. Didn’t you learn your shapes in grade school?

I don’t have butterflies on the back of my fucking thighs.

Example number two.  This is not a cat woman costume.  I can kind of see how you’d make the comparison.  Tight black latex,  the mask,  the overall sluttiness.   Take your eyes off my titties for a second and you’ll see that there’s spikes on top of my head, not cat ears.  Did Catwoman wear dino spikes?  I admit, this made me giggle. ^_^  Women are usually much more detail oriented than men.  Sometimes I think I should take advantage, and stop putting so much effort into my shoots.

This is not a cat woman outfit.

Example number three.  Comparing a woman to a celebrity will not always get you on her good side.  I am so very very tired of being told I look like Angelina Jolie.  I admit it was flattering initially, and it’s better than being compared to the obese lady with the mustache that works at Wal Mart (no offense Bertha).  I realize I my features may resemble Miss Jolie, but I like to think I look like myself.  When guys enter my chat with a greeting that goes something like this, “OH MY GOD ANGELINA JOLIE ON CAM?!!” I don’t find it clever or amusing.  I get that 10 times a day when I’m camming.

Folks go as far to say I had plastic surgery to look like Angelina Jolie, or I’m a Megan Fox wannabe, or I copy Katy Perry’s style.  All equally ignorant statements coming from those who find their culture in a People magazine.  I’m naturally brunette, I don’t wear colored contacts, my face has never been touched with a scalpel or needle, and I definitely am not a fan of today’s pop music.  To be honest, I pay very little attention to music or media at all.  My style is inspired by other models or photographers at times, or celebrities who are considered iconic.  I definitely don’t take lessons from a woman who appeals to the ‘tween audience, and in my opinion she borrows her style from women who were considered innovative like 10-20 years ago.  She’s not doing anything new, or maybe something new in comparison to Britney Spears.

All of these women are attractive, and I won’t stab your eyeballs out if you’re the five billionth person to say I resemble them.  However, I don’t aspire to be them in any way and I’m appreciative of people who like me for being me.

I could go on and on with examples, but I won’t drag this out.  I’m sure some of you will find this post insulting, call me bitter, bitchy and use it as material to further insult me in the future.  The people who know me better will find it amusing and see it for what it is.  I love boys, even if they say silly clueless things to girls sometimes.  I’m just being honest.  Besides, I have to blog about something other than how much I adore masturbating on cam.

My air conditioning is fixed, no thanks to maintenance.  It ended up being broken due to something so simple I’m almost angry I went this long without.  I’m too happy to be angry though.   I’m in a nice cool room, not feeling sickened by the heat radiating from my monitor.  The air is no longer thick with humidity.  I can breath, I can move without sweating,  I can hear without the fans blasting on high, and I can sleep peacefully!  It’s amazing how much easier life is made by something we often take for granted.

Rosemary’s Baby is on cable a lot lately.  I guess it’s because of the recent Roman Polanski news.  I love the movie, even if it was made by a child rapist.  I’m almost tempted to change the channel every time it’s on.  I hate pedophiles more than anything else in existence, but Mia Farrow is far too pretty to not watch.

I made all of my appointments to get my half sleeve done.   The first session is on October 4th.  It seems so far away, but the artist I’m seeing is always super booked up.  His work is absolutely amazing.  I’d share some here, but I’m not sure if he wants his name and work on an adult blog.  I’ll have to ask him first, which will lead to him possibly seeing me naked.  Which could make my appointments awkward for the both of us.  Maybe I’ll just ask him via E-mail once the piece is finished.

It’s going to end up being pretty expensive.   More expensive than someone who isn’t into tattoos could imagine probably.  He charges per hour, which is only fair for such a talented and dedicated artist.  I can easily justify the cost on so many levels.  It’s art, it’s my body, it’s a product of hard work and pain, and it’s forever.   If I was going to have plastic surgery, I wouldn’t search for discounts and low surgeon fees.  The same thing goes for tattoos.  They’re permanent, and you’re trusting someone to penetrate your skin.  I’ve had my fair share of impulsive tattoos, and I’m confident I’m doing things right this time.  This is something I’ve been considering for years, but I didn’t want some slapped together sleeve just for the sake of having a sleeve.  My debt is my priority of course, but a loving fan was kind enough to send me money to get it started.  He wishes to remain unnamed, but I want him to know how grateful I am.  Thank you. <3

All this tattoo talk reminds me that I made a profile on checkoutmyink.com People were using my pics, and I had a couple of oddball fakers there. So add my real profile if you’re a member.

I’m considering auctioning off some Violet goodies to make extra money.  I’ll be selling very naughty videos and pic sets with the new OHC2.o features soon, but what kind of personal items would you guys be interested in purchasing?  Lingerie from shoots?  Autographed posters & prints?  I get a lot of requests for panties and such, but I hear the laws are kinda iffy on that one. Let me know if you’re interested in anything specific.

This was one of my most difficult shoots thus far, but very rewarding. I can’t believe I waited until now to post a teaser gallery.  The video and photo set are already live in my members area.

I shot this on the top floor of an old building in Chicago, hence the title “attic”. There was only maybe four feet between the floor and ceiling, and I was wearing 8 inch platform heels. The majority of the floor was missing as well as the windows, and everything was filthy. Bird doodies, feathers, dust and grime everywhere, but it was entirely worth it. I tripped and busted my knee open, and ruined my outfit. No regrets, since everything is beautifully immortalized.

Full nude video and photo set on viorotica.com!!

Violet Doll: Latex & Oil
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I know caffeine addiction isn’t serious, but it makes me seriously ill.  The symptoms I wake up with from time to time are not worth the temporary energy boost.  A day of strong coffee drinks leads to a morning of intense head aches and vomiting.  I forget that the withdrawal effects can kick in over night, and I wake up feeling like I have a migraine and a flu bug.   Maybe I’m more sensitive than most when it comes to caffeine.  Either way, I’ve decided to kick the coffee and other caffeinated beverages for a bit.  I need to detox.

I didn’t start watching Weeds until last year.  I saw a few episodes of season one when it first aired, and I wasn’t into it.  I gave it another chance, because I love watching an entire series back to back with no commercials.  So I watched four seasons within a week, then I caught season five.  It’s totally addictive, and pretty funny.  I like Nancy.  She’s a mess.  Sometimes the show is unrealistic, but Nancy is believable as a person.  She’s not too bad to look at either.

So yes, I’ll be tuning in to season six. Looking forward to having something new to watch.  Besides True Blood, which is exceedingly cheesy.  Hooray for trashy TV!