I’m starting to love tumblr as much as I love Twitter.  More even.  I don’t have a fancy layout or anything, but I do upload pics there regularly. And lemme tell ya, there’s no shortage of hot naked chicks over there. Let’s tumble together!  Go follow me.

I’m trying to eat really super healthy for a while, & clean out my system.  I think I may have gained a few pounds, which doesn’t really make me feel any less attractive.  It makes me sluggish, and my clothes are uncomfortable.  It’ll only take me a week or so to lose, but I’m going to try a lot of healthy home cooked meals.

Tonight I made something super yummy.  Broiled salmon with fresh lemon & dill.  Oh so simple to cook, but absolutely delicious if you use really good salmon fillets.  I can’t force down salmon when it’s chewy like leather.  This stuff melted in my mouth.  The rice dish on the side is brown rice that I cooked in vegetable stock.  Then I added sauteed mushrooms, onion, parsley, garlic, and a bit of sea salt and black pepper.  I can’t believe how wonderful everything tasted, without adding a ton of fat or sauces.  The portions in this pic look really huge, but I use small plates.  I swear it makes me eat smaller servings.

I mentioned a few weeks ago that I stopped eating meat.  Well I did, although I still consider fish meat I suppose.  I don’t think of myself as vegetarian.  I was a very strict vegetarian/vegan for several years, even on and off in elementary school.  In my late teens I went through a dark period, and I just stopped caring.  I became a very apathetic person, and I saw no point in not eating meat when everyone around me was.  I also started binge eating a lot.  Something made me want to change that recently.  I guess the people in my life are more supportive of my beliefs and convictions.  I’m happier with my current living situation, even though I complain about my job and money problems a lot.

As I’ve said before, I do believe humans are meant to be omnivorous.  I don’t agree with the way animals are farmed, and slaughtered.  I don’t agree with the waste and cruelty in the meat industry.  While I don’t want to seem as though I’m naive to the fishing industry, or I find the life of a fish less valuable than any other creature,  it just doesn’t bother me as much.  I spent every summer of my childhood fishing with my father.  I baited the hook, I caught the fish, I helped my father kill and clean the fish, and yes we cooked and ate our catch. Many generations of our family did the same.  It fed my Great Grandfathers family during the depression.  I could never behead a chicken, hunt a deer, or slaughter a pig or cow.  Which is why I can no longer justify eating those animals.  I’m going to eat fish sparingly, and try to keep healthy eating habits.  I’m not much of an extremist, but I feel good about this.  I like balance.

Violet wants a violet wand, for sexual purposes.  Also they look pretty cool, and the name is fitting don’t ya think?  The actual wand is expensive, but the  electrodes aren’t too bad.  They come in a lot of shapes and pretty colors.  I can think of a few fun things to do with them.

I’m taking a break from some of my responsibilities, including member chats.   I’ll be returning once the chat room is updated and everything works smoothly.   I’ve been under a lot of stress lately.  Private matters I’d rather not speak of right now.  My site will be updating as normal during my break, and I’ll be back in action before ya know it.

I’m long over due for a “thank you” blog.  I’ve been spoiled quite a bit lately.  Most of the time I prefer to make special private videos or pic sets for those who spoil me, which will be coming soon for some of you.  I think you guys deserve a shout out as well.

Mike, you’ve already received your Violet lovins, but I cannot thank you enough for the most generous gift anyone has ever given me. <3  You changed my life.  You’re a helluva guy, and I’m glad you’ve followed me throughout my crazy cam girl career.

Thank you Rob, for getting me a lens for my camera.  A very useful and generous gift, and I didn’t think anyone would buy it to be honest.  It should be arriving any day now!  Can’t wait to take my first pics. ^_^  Muah!

Thank you to the duo, Cris and Matt for the awesome t-shirts and the donation.  (:  Such a special surprise in my PO Box, that made me smile.  Thank you for showing up to so many of my silly member chats, regardless of me being a big depressing loser face. You two are the best!

Masahiro, you’re always so giving without ever asking for anything in return.  You’re very kind to the models you adore, and we adore you just as much!  Thank you for the sexy outfits, the generous tips, and the sweet messages.  You make me laugh, and warm my heart.  ♡

Chris(t), we have amazing chats.  You’re great to talk to, you’ve made several of my hellish work nights easier.  You made my chipin look less pathetic, and you raped my wish list more than once.  You make camming easy, because it’s always fun with you.

Markus, you’ve made some very generous donations towards my debt out of no where.  Totally unexpected, but so appreciated. You also offered some really great advice in my time of need.  Thank you so much for contributing. (: You wanted to help me in spite of your own debt, which says a lot about your character.

Nate we haven’t spoken in a while, but I haven’t forgotten you!  I loved your awesome surprise packages from Gaum, and you’ve sent me quite the cam girl wardrobe.  You’re a sweetheart with great taste, and you made my tummy happy!

If I’ve forgotten anyone, I’m sorry.  I’m not trying to make anyone feel left out, don’t hate me.  I’m a spoiled brat, and some of these guys really got my attention.  Most importantly, they understand the concept of a gift being a gift.  They don’t hound me for anything in return.  I do love and appreciate each and every one of my members.  You don’t have to throw your money at me to be a good fan.  If you can’t afford to buy a membership to my site,  spread the viorotica word!  If you can’t afford to spoil me,  just show up to my chats from time to time.  A good audience is always encouraging.

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I arrived home a bit late at 3:45am this morning. The weekend was fast paced and alcohol free, but a bit of a blur considering I was completely sober.

Denny’s makes a delicious Boca burger. That place is a haven for drunkards at 3am on a Saturday morning. I just wanted to enjoy my meal, and instead I lost half my hearing and caught a glimpse of some girls crotch. She was very tall, her dress was very short, and she may have been a prostitute. Anyway it’s a convenient place to eat when you’re an insomniac, because it’s open 24 hours.

The bat mitzvah party was cute. The obnoxious herd of screaming 13 year olds were overwhelming, but it was nice to see family.  It was in a park and the weather was beautiful.  Always good to have an excuse to spend time outside on a nice day.

The ceremony was interesting.   I  strongly dislike religion, but we were there to celebrate something that was important to people I care about.  Mostly a tradition, and more about family and heritage than religion.  It reminded me of church a little bit.  I have all kinds of hatred and bitterness towards church.  Bad memories.

Boca burger & fries

I ate like four of these.

I know caffeine addiction isn’t serious, but it makes me seriously ill.  The symptoms I wake up with from time to time are not worth the temporary energy boost.  A day of strong coffee drinks leads to a morning of intense head aches and vomiting.  I forget that the withdrawal effects can kick in over night, and I wake up feeling like I have a migraine and a flu bug.   Maybe I’m more sensitive than most when it comes to caffeine.  Either way, I’ve decided to kick the coffee and other caffeinated beverages for a bit.  I need to detox.

It’s ok boys, we knew you were lovers long ago.

Today I’m doing a big thorough house cleaning.   I’m desperate to move out of here soon, but not having much luck.  Apartments really suck, and any nice affordable house for rent has a NO PETS policy.  Some of them allow section 8, but no pets.  I don’t want to be an asshole, because I definitely feel for poverty stricken people.  I’ve been there.  Wouldn’t they rather have a girl with a couple of cats, then someone who can’t pay their rent though?   Another place I was looking at allows cats, but only if they’re declawed.  That doesn’t seem legal, especially from an apartment complex.  A big fuck you to that place.   My cats don’t scratch anything but their cat tree, cardboard,  and my box spring.  >_<

Last night I saw Despicable Me with my Sister and our friend.  We got a ton of candy from the drug store before hand, because who wants to pay $5 for a box of Sour Patch Kids?  I had the bar make me a Barcardi & diet, and it was like 3/4 rum.  Needless to say, I enjoyed the movie.  I love most movies when I have a drink in me at the theater.  It was pretty cute though.  3D hurts my eyes, so I kind of hope the trend slows down.   There’s usually only a few scenes during a movie where it’s like WOWWWWEEEEEeee 3D!  Then the rest is kind of blurry and difficult to watch.

I stopped eating meat.  It wasn’t hard, because I’ve been a vegetarian on and off most of my life.  I went six years straight until I stopped caring about everything.  Honestly I don’t believe humans are meant to be vegetarian.  I do believe we’re meant to hunt our meat, rather than sit on our lazy asses while someone else farms and slaughters it.  I don’t like the idea of eating animals, I never have.  It’s a personal choice.

I don’t care for the mentality of most vegans and vegetarians.  They scare people away from the idea by being psychotic, and not sticking to the facts.  Veganism is unfortunately a trend more than anything these days, and many vegans I’ve known lie about their lifestyle and eating habits.   I think vegans who call vegetarianism a cop out are assholes, and I argue with them often.  Becoming vegetarian is a huge step for a lot of people.  Criticizing someone for trying is just plain ignorant.  Anyway, I know not every vegan or vegetarian has this attitude.  I don’t mean to offend.  I guess I tend to dislike mouthy extremists of any kind.  That’s what turns people off from the whole thing.  Sometimes it’s better to quietly do what you think is best, and educate people when they seem interested.

The thing about being vegetarian, I find it almost impossible to eat healthy.  I end up eating a lot more bread and pasta. o( _ _ )o  I like veggies, but they’re much more enjoyable when paired with either pasta, cheese, or a big fat steak.  My body doesn’t like starches and food with high amounts of carbohydrates.  I’m going to have to work out a lot more, which I guess is a good thing.  Last night I made ravioli with lots of veggies, and garlic bread.  It looks much less appetizing in this picture, and I almost burnt the garlic bread.  It was yummy though.

I’ve been in a bit of a slump.  It’s a never ending cycle for me, and I don’t reach a new high until I hit the lowest low.  Whenever I’m stressed, I either fast or binge.  I skipped eating earlier this week, and I didn’t even realize it until a few days with an empty belly passed.  When it finally hit me I was starving, I wanted to consume everything around me.  I’m on a big ice cream kick again.  I crave it like I’m pregnant, (don’t worry, I’m not).  I’ve been eating a lot of flurries, which is usually vanilla ice cream with some sort of candy blended in.  I’m explaining in case you’re reading from some part of the world where flurries don’t exist.  Although I’m sure they’re almost everywhere by whatever name.

Anyway, the flurries are always good yet always a bit disappointing.  So I started making my own. I have a major sweet tooth, and I love rich desserts.  When I say rich, I mean to the point of making your stomach turn.  Creamy cheesecake, toffee, banana’s foster, butter scotch, caramel kind of rich.  I like chocolate too, but I’d much rather have something creamy.  Especially creamy, sweet, and salty.  Mmmmmm.  Ok, do I sound like I’m talking about semen now?  Get your mind out of the gutter.

So yeah, I just wrote two paragraphs about dessert.  I just may have been impregnated by sugar loving extraterrestrials in Las Vegas.  I’m off to concoct a delicious Heath bar flurry now.  Boy am I lucky I was blessed with a decent metabolism.

A few of my favorite things, in cupcake form.