I’m not really the type to brag, but wowweeee.  I’m excited to open these.  Having a hard time waiting until my Birthday, which is only 8 days away.

My Wish Lists

I forgot about my Sister’s rainbow cake pictures.  I decided against the six layer rainbow cake, because my time and money was limited. And we only had a small group of people to eat it.  I ended up giving about 3/4th of the cake away, so it wouldn’t sit in my kitchen and tempt me.

Instead I made six different colors of batter, and layered it into two cake pans.  Topped it off with home made lemon butter cream, and candied flowers.  The flowers were surprisingly tasty. I only expected them to be pretty, but they melted in your mouth like actual candy.  Who knew flowers could be so delicious?

I was in such a rush, I did a messy frosting job while the cake was still warm.  So the inner butter cream layer melted into the cake, as I knew it would.  It made it slightly less visually appealing (as did my crappy rushed photography) but I promise you the cake tasted amazing.  The fluffy moist vanilla cake went perfect with the rich butter cream.

Buy me stuff for my kitchen :3

For some reason my blog messed with the hue of those images.  Don’t ask me why.

I’m making strawberry cupcakes for my Birthday.  Well kind of for Easter Sunday actually.  I’m bummed my Birthday is the day after Easter, because everyone is so focused on Easter dinner. Normally we celebrate Birthdays on the weekend if they fall on weekdays, but everyone will be too tired after Easter and busy on Monday.  I don’t get to visit family for Passover either this year, and  I’m in the mood for beef brisket rather than ham damn it.

Oh well.  I’m excited regardless, and I’m getting too old to expect people to make a fuss over my Birthday.  I just want a big pile of sushi, followed by something to satisfy my sweet tooth.  :3

Today I had my taxes done, after a sleepless worrisome night.  It wasn’t as bad as I expected. My tax lady is awesome. Very understanding about my business, and totally non judgmental.  I’ll be way more prepared for next year, and I’ll be able to deduct so much more.  I’m excited about that, and relieved that I got filing out of the way.  Now I just have to work on paying it all off.  Sometimes being self employed just doesn’t seem worth it. （x_x；) I guess I’ll have to work harder where it counts!

I had a wonderful time in member chat today, even though I was worn out and silly.  I just love when all of my viewers are gentlemen.  It puts me in a good mood, which allows me to get into a naughtier mood.  I’ll be on cam all day tomorrow, and here and there throughout the weekend.  Come find me. <3

Spoil me for my Birthday *^_^*

First a little update on my condition. I was in the hospital last Sunday, but it what started out as a scary occurrence turned out to be just a precautionary visit. I was having trouble breathing, heart palpitations, and my vision was blacking out. It made me panic because of everything I’ve gone through in the past couple of months, so I didn’t think twice about going to the emergency room. Another big fat hospital bill, which totally sucks. I got a referral to a new clinic out of it, and I might be able to have some of my hospital bills covered. I’m not counting on it, because they generally only do that with people who are super poverty stricken. I go to the doctor next week, and I’m working on getting myself on an insurance plan after that. The deductibles on decent plans are ridiculous.

Yes, I have a good idea what’s wrong with me.  I prefer not to go on about it everywhere publicly.  It’s not so much that it’s a secret that I’d rather not dwell on it.  I do talk about it sometimes when it’s brought up, other times I’d rather just do my job and not discuss it.  I think that’s fair and reasonable.

My Birthday is April 25th. Only 12 days left! I’m planning on going to my favorite Japanese restaurant with my family and a couple of friends.  I’m sad I can’t have Sake. >_<  What do I want for my Birthday more than anything this year?  A large sum of money to alleviate some stress would be the ultimate present.  But I’ll settle for everyone telling me how much better I get with age.  24 is middle aged in adult business after all. ^_~

If you’d like to spoil me for my day of birth, I just updated & categorized my wish list to make it easier to navigate.  I always get good use out of cosmetics, clothes, shoes and lingerie.  I’m hoping to make my apartment more photo shoot and cam friendly, so I’m trying to redecorate in this mother fucker.  I could also use a new lens, but those are pretty pricey.  Monies and gifts are always appreciated.  I’ll probably save all my packages until 25th, and open them all at once.  That sounds like fun times!

Violet’s Wish Lists!!

Apartment

Beauty & Cosmetics

Books

Camera Photo & Video

Clothing & Accessories

Cooking

Costumes & Cosplay

Ebay

Fetish & Bondage

Fitness

Gift Cards

Jewelry

Lingerie & Exotic Apparel

Naughty Toys & Things

Pets

Shoes

Toys & Collectables

Found these frames for $3.  Considering having prescription lenses put in them, but I’m all stocked up on contact lenses for now!

I’m also a sex offender.

Saving the naughty pics for my members. ^_-

No idea who the artist is, but if you read this thanks!

So my chat cut out today, and I’m really sorry.  I have no idea if it was Internet or the server, but I decided I should probably go finish packing anyhow.  I woke up with the right side of my face swollen and a head ache, so I was too embarrassed and run down to do a sexy show.

I’m leaving for the Phoenix Forum tomorrow afternoon.  I’m going back and forth between dread and excitement.  I feel so ugly and sick today, but the trip has already been paid for.  Days like this make me want to disappear. I was in such a positive mood for a while there, but I think it’s because I forgot what I look like right now.  I’ll be so happy if I just look even 10% more “normal” soon.

I have photos I want to share from my Sister’s Birthday, but I have to upload them still.  Here’s what I ate last Sunday, when we had a family dinner party for my Sis.  3/4 lb burger with cheddar, onion, pickle, mayo, bacon, and sauteed mushrooms.  It was fucking amazing.

I still have to pack, and try to make myself look decent.  I’ll be gone for the weekend.